Ghost Rider: Travels
on the Healing Road (2002) did not quite meet my expectations, both the
book itself and in a larger sense who I believed/expected Neil Peart to be. In
life Peart was such a private person that I knew very little about him, even
after listening to Rush for decades, seeing them in concert some 6-8 times, and
reading articles and interviews here and there. With
Ghost Rider I spent 460 pages inside Peart’s head, and now feel
like I know him a lot better.
The bulk of the book consists of reprinted letters to his
friends written and sent while on the road from approximately 1998-2000, during
some 2 years of solo motorcycling that took him across Canada, North America,
and Mexico. Peart would get up early and ride his BMW motorcycle all day,
stopping at hotels around 4 or 5 p.m. to eat, drink, and smoke, occasionally tour
the local scenery, and write letters. He often rode through the rain or
navigated unpaved roads, putting a beating on his bike which necessitated
frequent repairs. Peart is revealed as a lover of nature, an aficionado of good
food and wine/scotch whiskey, books including the likes of Jack London (he’s a fellow
The Sea-Wolf and Martin Eden fan, I was pleased to discover), and someone who valued
staying connected through letters and evening calls with a circle of friends. Peart
also put a premium on staying private from the general public. He was rarely
recognized during his travels and when he was, was intensely uncomfortable with the attention. Ghost Rider reveals that Peart
had some low(ish) self esteem issues, and was amazingly humble given that he
was/is a top 5, maybe top 3, rock drummer of all time. I’d also put him way up
in the pantheon of all-time great rock lyricists.
Of course this trip was prompted after the crushing loss of
his daughter and common-law wife within a year of each other, the first at age 19 in a single car accident, the latter from cancer but also depression
and a broken heart. Heart-rending stuff. These experiences destroyed the former
Peart and left him rootless, unmoored from his past, and severing him from what
he thought to be his chief interests, including drumming, which he abandoned
for more than 18 months. Certainly he lost all interest in touring and playing
with Rush, which clearly he considered his work/professional life, separate from the interests that fed his soul. Rush and music are mentioned surprisingly little in Ghost Rider.
Ghost Rider is also raw at the edges.Peart is at a few points angry, even petty, in his
criticism of “fat Americans,” and an inattentive waitress. Some of these
passages come across as a bit mean-spirited, directed at people who didn’t seem
to actually interact with him, and were just in the wrong place at the wrong
time. But these incidents were most prevalent earlier in his ride/early in the
book, when he was angry at the world. A few times Peart expresses
(understandable) anger that loud, boorish people are alive, while his wife and
daughter are dead. I can’t blame him—that’s a catastrophe that I cannot imagine
enduring, and I’m sure it led to emotions spilling out of which he had no
control. I give him a pass.
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Peart on the road. |
In short,
Ghost Rider
is recommended, but probably only to Rush fans. At more than 400 pages it gets
a bit repetitive on the travelogues, and could have been trimmed down. I would
have liked to have seen less emphasis on letters, especially letters recounting
old stories with old friends that lack emotional impact and relevance to an
outsider, and more self-reflection on his healing journey. Some of the passages
about him going through his daughter’s effects (stuffed animals, books) were
heart-breaking and will remain with me. Peart’s time wintering in Canada,
fending off the depravations of a squirrel intent on his bird feeder, with a
nerf gun, were good fun, and revealed surprising sides of a complex
person I never knew. I was so glad to see him meet the love of his
life at the end, and say goodbye to the “Ghost Rider” persona he adopted on the
journey (he adopted a few others too, pseudonyms, which seemed to be an ongoing
theme in his life, a coping mechanism for not being fully comfortable in his
own skin, but this aspect was not as well explored as it could have been).
I find myself these days listening to more Rush than I have
in a long time. It’s fueled by a love of great music of course, but I suspect
it’s also nostalgia for my youth, and for my days seeing Rush in concert, which
will no longer happen again after Peart passed away in early 2020 from a
glioblastoma.
Farewell Neil Peart, you are gone but never forgotten.
Thank you for Ghost Rider, and the
music, and your life.