“There comes, even to kings, the time of great weariness. Then the gold of the throne is brass, the silk of the palace becomes drab. The gems in the diadem sparkle drearily like the ice of the white seas; the speech of men is as the empty rattle of a jester's bell and the feel comes of things unreal; even the sun is copper in the sky, and the breath of the green ocean is no longer fresh.”
The Silver Key
"Wonder had gone away, and he had forgotten that all life is only a set of pictures in the brain, among which there is no difference betwixt those born of real things and those born of inward dreamings, and no cause to value the one above the other." --H.P. Lovecraft, The Silver Key
Monday, July 6, 2026
Gazing into The Mirrors of Tuzun Thune
Saturday, June 27, 2026
The Myth of Progress
I am a big fan of modern medicine. I like my car, I need electricity, I even (mostly) enjoy the internet. I could do without my television … but watching a good movie (on the DVD player) makes the glass teat worth owning.
I mourn the fields and sighing pines that are now condos, and the state of my attention before the omnipresent pocket screen. I miss the world pre-9/11, life in the middle before extreme political division. I miss local bookstores and reading culture, when everyone seemed to be holding a mass-market paperback.
I am not a purveyor of nostalgia, though nostalgia is genuine human emotion and has evolved with us for a reason. I do realize that we’ve come a long way baby, and even the decades of my youth—the 70s and 80s—had pockets of shittiness we’re better off without.
But I’m also not a blinkered techno-utopian.
I miss Google search before it became “enshittified” and definitely life before generative AI. Slop and outsourced thinking is a problem; not having a reliable way to know if something is true is worse.
Progress is just change, and change is sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse. Great things are gained with breakthroughs, something is inevitably lost along the way. There is no unseen digital hand, no Prometheus of circuitry and silicon, steering us ever forward to “better.” This belief is a myth.
The myth of progress does not only apply to technology. It applies to social progress, and the progress of a life.
As we grow older we gain wealth, wisdom, strength, autonomy, influence.
We lose innocence, wonder, malleability, potential. And if I’m getting dark, we lose everything at the end. Maybe we progress to some paradise of the afterlife, but there is no assurance there.
Unfortunately there is no magical formula for getting this balance right.
What can we do?
Slow the fuck down. Encourage and celebrate measured, incremental progress. Be thoughtful, as humans can be, and strive to make more of these changes the positive sort.
Be kinder, stop killing each other for a few minutes.
Celebrate our past, preserve and honor what is great about it.
Understand the tradeoffs that inevitably come with technology and efficiency and the sprawl of development.
Talk like adults about all this, rather than behave like children striving to win a game that never was one to begin with.
I realize I sound a bit like an old man shouting at clouds, without hope.
But I am hopeful we can figure this out, and discover the peace that comes with balance.
...
Or at least bring back Pizza Hut of the 1980s.
Thursday, June 25, 2026
Missives from Highland Lake
I'm up at the family cottage on Highland Lake this week, enjoying some sorely needed PTO.
I did get out an issue of Arcane Arts, which you can read here. And remember to click "subscribe."
I also got in some quality time with my friend Tom Barber, who left me a mighty gift: 10 classic paperbacks, most published by Zebra in the 1970s, all with his cover art.
In return I gave Tom a ride on the pontoon boat on a beautiful, 10/10 afternoon.
Friday, June 19, 2026
100 Metal Fridays + In My Darkest Hour
My 100th Metal Friday post!
A few observations.
Most featured band: Judas Priest (14 appearances).
Others with multiple appearances: Iron Maiden (12), Black Sabbath (9), Bruce Dickinson (5), Manowar (5), Manilla Road (4), Blind Guardian (4), Queensryche (4), Metallica (3), Def Leppard (3), Rob Halford (2), Anthrax (2), Slayer (2), Sepultura (2), Eternal Champion (2), Ace Frehley (2), Thin Lizzy (2), Ronnie James Dio (2).
This gives you a pretty good indicator of my metal(ish) tastes. Note that there is a separate “heavy metal” category on the blog for general metal posts that fall on non-Fridays. So what you see above is not all-inclusive or all-indicative of my interests.
Metal Friday typically steers away from bands that are hard rock/borderline metal (AC/DC, Led Zeppelin, etc.) with some exceptions. Or when Gordon Lightfoot died or I felt like talking about 80s KISS.
Not every Metal Friday is a song; sometimes I covered the metal news of the day, concert reviews, etc. With that in mind, here is your Metal Friday 100 post setlist; pretty good listening here IMO.
How has Megadeth not made a Metal Friday? Let’s fix that now with what is probably their best song.
1. Valkyries, Blind Guardian
2. Light Comes Out of Black, Rob Halford
3. Jerusalem, Bruce Dickinson
4. Falling off the Edge of the World, Black Sabbath
5. NM156, Queensryche
6. Hail and Kill, Manowar
7. Welcome Home (Sanitarium), Metallica
8. Beyond the Realms of Death, Judas Priest
9. Raining Blood, Slayer
10. Left Hand Black, Danzig
11. The Evil That Men Do, Iron Maiden
12. The Clairvoyant, Iron Maiden
13. Night Winds, Parasite
14. Queen of the Black Coast, Manilla Road
15. Man of Sorrows, Bruce Dickinson
16. Satsuma covers Ratt's "Lay it Down" and Judas Priest's "Hellion/Electric Eye"
17. Take Hold of the Flame, Live in Tokyo 1984, Queensryche
18. Armageddon Clan, Battle Beast
19. The Hunt, Sepultura
20. Darkest Hour, Iron Maiden
21. Heart of a Lion, Judas Priest
22. Sing a Last Song of Valdese, Eternal Champion
23. Between the Hammer and the Anvil, Judas Priest
24. I, Black Sabbath (with incredible Conan imagery)
25. Judas Priest! … and Gordon Lightfoot?
26. British Steel on the docket tomorrow night
27. Defending 80s KISS (A Million to One)
28. Orgasmatron, Motorhead
29. Nativity in Black (Black Sabbath tribute album)
30. Master of the Wind, Manowar
31. Wild Child, WASP
32. Master of Puppets, Metallica
33. Necropolis, Manilla Road
34. The Crue, Poison, Def Leppard, Joan Jett
35. Emerald, Thin Lizzy
36. Ace Frehley lead guitar! (Fractured Mirror)
37. Blood Tears, Blind Guardian
38. Rockin’ Again, Saxon
39. Headless Cross, Black Sabbath
40. A very metal week: Judas Priest/Queensryche, Iron Maiden (Halls of Valhalla)
41. The Clansman, Iron Maiden
42. Sea of Red, Judas Priest
43. Thunder Road, Judas Priest
44. Flaming Metal Systems, Manilla Road
45. Theater of Salvation, Edguy
46. Bible Black, Black Sabbath
47. Top 5 Manowar Songs
48. Show Don’t Tell, Rush
49. Kill Devil Hill, Bruce Dickinson
50. Let it Go, Def Leppard
51. Beginning of the End, Meliah Rage
52. Stranger in a Strange Land, Iron Maiden
53. En Force, Queensryche
54. Caught in the Middle, Ronnie James Dio
55. Traitor’s Gate, Judas Priest
56. RIP to Canada’s finest singer-songwriter, Gordon Lightfoot
57. Edge of Thorns, Savatage
58. If Heaven is Hell, Tokyo Blade
59. Curse My Name, Blind Guardian
60. As Heavy as I’ll go (Sepultura, Slayer)
61. Worms of the Earth, Eternal Champion
62. Force of a Storm, Sumerlands
63. Orion, Metallica
64. The Battle of Evermore and the timeless nature of fantasy
65. Resurrection, Rob Halford
66. Start the Fire, Metal Church
67. Season of the Witch, Grave Digger
68. Where Eagles Dare, Iron Maiden (for Nicko)
69. Cold Sweat, Thin Lizzy
70. Sign of the Southern Cross, Black Sabbath
71. The Rage, Judas Priest
72. Cauldron Born, Born of the Cauldron
73. Sixteenth Century Greensleeves, Rainbow (RIP Ronnie James Dio)
74. Gods of War, Def Leppard
75. Powerslave, Iron Maiden
76. War Pigs, Judas Priest
77. Goodbye to Romance: Reflections on Black Sabbath, Back to the Beginning, and the end of the road
78. Mystification, Manilla Road
79. Hell on Earth, Iron Maiden
80. Bruce Dickinson at the House of Blues, Boston MA Sept. 11, 2025
81. Atom and Evil, Black Sabbath
82. Strange Ways, Ace Frehley
83. Of Blind Guardian and the Quest for Tanelorn
84. The Sentinel, Judas Priest
85. Stonehenge, Spinal Tap
86. Computer God, Black Sabbath
87. Judas Be My Guide, Iron Maiden
88. Desert Plains, Judas Priest
89. Heavy metal, sword-and-sorcery, the Outsider ... and Iron Maiden's “Drifter”
90. Among the Living, Anthrax
91. Revelations, Judas Priest
92. The Mirrors of Tuzun Thune, Arkham Witch
93. Mountains, Manowar. RIP Ross the Boss
94. Defender, Manowar
95. Darkside of Aquarius, Bruce Dickinson
96. Don’t Break My Heart Again, Whitesnake
97. The Thin Line Between Love and Hate, Iron Maiden
98. Shake Me, Cinderella
99. Medusa, Anthrax
100. In My Darkest Hour, Megadeth
Wednesday, June 17, 2026
A History of Heavy Metal (Arcane Arts excerpt)
(Note: The following is the lead item in this week's Arcane Arts. I also cover REH, Jane Yolen, 70s horror, and Mike Grell's Warlord. Sign up to get it delivered free to your inbox)Unfortunate cover blurb.
Metal is vast. Metal is diverse. Metal is sprawling. The number of subgenres is staggering … more than 70, are you kidding? And to be honest, a little stupid. Drone metal. Funeral doom. Djent metal. Some of the finer points make sword-and-sorcery vs. heroic fantasy look like high school debate club.
And so I don’t think it’s possible to write an absolutely definitive history of heavy metal. And even if you could, who would be interested in such a thing? If you like doom are you likely also a fan of funk metal or Christian metal?
This past weekend I finished reading an attempt at a comprehensive history, Andrew O’Neill’s A History of Heavy Metal. I’d describe it as breezy, entertaining, fairly well written. But also, quite biased and therefore incomplete. An ostensible history shouldn’t ignore bands that the author does not like. O’Neill hates glam metal, so we get 10 pages of why it sucks … except for maybe Appetite For Destruction. He also has little use for Anthrax and Megadeth (Dave Mustaine’s nasally voice grates on him) so they’re largely ignored too, despite their considerable footprint.
For what it’s worth I recommend A History of Heavy Metal as a breezy, sometimes entertaining read that filled in a few corners for me. Black and death metal, mainly, and a lot of bands I’ve never heard of.
What he wrote was fine… but it’s not what I want to read. Or write. I’d rather go deep than broad. Curated instead of encyclopedic.
This is a roundabout way of explaining how I ended up writing a heavy metal memoir. We have histories. We’ve got Sound of the Beast and Louder than Hell and O’Neill’s book. We have information: Videos, podcasts, even, a map. We’ve got a million stories of the bands and performers themselves.
We don’t need another Flame and Crimson for heavy metal.
So, I wrote something quite different. A story from one fan’s perspective—my own. My life, with heavy metal as the backdrop.
My memoir will only focus on the handful of metal genres I like. But I’m not writing a history. So if you’re looking for a treatise on Unblack Metal (a real subgenre, by the way) you’ll need to look elsewhere.
But if you’re looking for one fan’s utterly unique story, maybe you’ll like this. August is getting closer.
Friday, June 12, 2026
"Medusa," Anthrax
I was driving my John Deere around my lawn last weekend... cutting the grass of course, not just driving it around, though just driving around on a John Deere is a perfectly valid activity. I had queued up some old thrash song from the 80s and the Spotify app continued to play like songs from its omniscient algorithm. Which led me to this wonderful little rediscovery. "Medusa," off of 1985's Spreading the Disease. I hadn't heard it years, and had been missing it.
Spreading the Disease is Anthrax's sophomore effort but the first appearance by vocalist Joey Belladonna. He's kind of an odd fit for a thrash band with his traditional metal/high octave/operatic style of singing, but it works with the band--especially on this song. He sounds fantastic. And the main riff is absolutely killer.
Interestingly, executive producer Jon Zazula has songwriting credit for "Medusa," his only such contribution for Anthrax. The lyrics are fun if very much on the nose, not sure how Medusa would stare at you were it not with her eyes, but there you go:
Medusa, she's staring at youMedusa, with her eyes
Medusa
In addition to the thrill of nostalgia from the song itself, my search for an accompanying visual led to this horrific, fantastically rendered scene from Clash of the Titans (1981).
This sequence genuinely creeped me out as a kid, and I still find it effective today. The unnatural jerkiness of Harryhausen's stop-motion animation only adds to the medusa's horrible otherness. Her eyes are particularly well-done, and I love the addition of the Naga-like tail.
Enjoy life on this Metal Friday.
Monday, June 8, 2026
Smith and the Pharaohs and Other Stories: A Review
At about that time, Haggard fell in love with Mary Elizabeth "Lilly" Jackson, whom he intended to marry once he obtained paid employment in Africa. In 1878, he became Registrar of the High Court in the Transvaal, and wrote to his father informing him that he intended to return to England and marry her. His father forbade it until Haggard had made a career for himself, and by 1879 Jackson had married Frank Archer, a well-to-do banker.
“He crossed over to the other side of the street, and looked up at the house, but could scarcely make it out through the driving rain. There was no light in the house, and no sign of life about the street. But there were both light and life in the heart of this watcher. All the pulses of his blood were astir, keeping time with the commotion of his mind. He stood there in the shadow, gazing at the murky house, heedless of the bitter wind and pelting rain, and felt his life and spirit pass out of his control into an unknown dominion. The storm that raged around him was nothing to the convulsion of his inner self in that hour of madness, which was yet happiness.”




