| Barber with a press proof of Bane of Nightmares |
| Barber's studio |
| Free At Last |
"Wonder had gone away, and he had forgotten that all life is only a set of pictures in the brain, among which there is no difference betwixt those born of real things and those born of inward dreamings, and no cause to value the one above the other." --H.P. Lovecraft, The Silver Key
| Barber with a press proof of Bane of Nightmares |
| Barber's studio |
| Free At Last |
The arts are not a way to make a living. They are a very human way of making life more bearable. Practicing an art, no matter how well or badly, is a way to make your soul grow, for heaven’s sake.
Tom Barber at the canvas. --Kurt Vonnegut
Tom Barber was working in a commercial art studio in the mid 70s when he walked into a local bookstore while on lunch break. He found a book of illustrations by N.C. Wyeth, picked it up, leafed through it.
Returning to work, he marched in to his boss’ office and gave his two-week notice.
“I didn’t know what I wanted to do, but after looking at those paintings I knew it was something along those lines,” he said.
That “something” was a lifelong commitment to the creative muse over the commercial. Wherever that path would take him.
Tom assembled a portfolio for Houghton Mifflin, a Boston publisher specializing in children’s books. And was promptly humbled. “I got my first interview with a real art director,” he said. “He looked through my work and told me I ought to find another line of work.”
Stung but undeterred, Tom took his ideas in a new direction. An architect friend reviewed his work and saw something the art director didn’t. He asked Tom if he’d ever been to a sci-fi convention. Tom hadn’t. So he painted several pieces and attended his first convention, art in tow.
And promptly sold every painting he had.
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| Tom's first cover. |
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| One of my favorites. |
That history will soon be revealed in full. Tom recently finished a memoir of his creative life, and is currently exploring publishing options.
He’s also still painting, though as much or more of the natural world than S&S and SF. In addition to Frazetta and N.C. Wyeth he’s also a devotee of Claude Monet, and you can see clear inspiration of the French impressionist in his expansive skies and galaxies.
But Tom still takes regular detours into the weird and macabre. His new memoir will feature more than 60 pieces of art. Some are scenes from his life, but others are conceptual, and dark, reflecting his own dark struggles with alcohol addiction. So you’ll experience not just his story, but a large slice of his visual imagination.
Tom discovered his love of speculative fiction from the short-lived TV show Flash Gordon (1954-55), which he watched as boy of eight. Later he discovered Conan and Frank Frazetta. “That took me off into the land of make believe. Or maybe I already had it in me and that woke it up,” he said.
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| Zebra kept Tom busy... |
Tom dwells in other worlds because he’s found this one rather chaotic. He served as a Vietnam-era army medic from 1968-71, providing bedside care for some grievously wounded soldiers returning from the jungle. The experience never left him.
In the early 80s Tom moved to Arizona, leaving behind the east coast and his promising art career. He attempted to keep working but his addiction got the better of him, and for a while he stopped painting altogether. Drinking not only derailed his career but nearly ended his life. He was fortunate to have friends who realized he needed help.
The memoir begins with him finishing off his last beer in a smoky little barroom full of drunk Indians up in Flagstaff, Arizona. This was followed by a 28-day, in-patient rehab program at the VA in Prescott.
“I knew if I didn’t stop drinking, I’d be dead. All the details are in the memoir.”
Tom reads books about Zen Buddhism and has tried meditation with limited success. Painting remains his principal form of meditation, his studio a place where the chaos stills.
After a series of sessions at the VA his counselor recommended Tom put his life to paper. Writing his memoir proved therapeutic.
“She said, ‘Tom, you’ve had an interesting life. Why don’t you write?’ So I went home and starting writing. It took hold, and turned out to be a real eye-opener,” he said. “I was learning about myself, stuff I didn’t realize.”
The book is written for entertainment but also to let others suffering with addiction know that there is a way out. Tom doesn’t care who knows about his struggles. He hopes his story might help them in some way.
“One thing I don’t like about Alcoholics Anonymous is the word ‘anonymous.’ You’re not supposed to tell people,” he said. “Well, I always tell people because you don’t know who you’re standing next to. They could be ready to go home and shoot themselves.”
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| Attack at Dawn |
Watching over these sculptures, peering warily above the tops of their shields, is Tom Barber’s small army of armored warriors in Attack at Dawn, a personal work he created circa 1980. This is the first piece we purchased from him. We were immediately drawn to the image, always wondering, who and what army might those soldiers be confronting that morning? We lost track of Tom in the early 80s, when he moved out west to paint western scenes. And no one that we know in the fantasy art world has ever run into him again. That’s a shame because Barber was a great talent and if he had stayed in the field he would today be known to fans around the world.
And then one day, there he was. Sober.
“Attack at Dawn” now resides in the private collection of George R.R. Martin.
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| Tom's latest S&S foray. |
Today he continues to get occasional jobs, including some covers and private commissions. And he continues to live by the motto:
Art that isn’t shared with the world is only half finished.
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| Tom outside his home. |
You can find a couple write-ups of my previous meet-ups with
Tom here:
https://thesilverkey.blogspot.com/2019/08/a-meeting-with-tom-barber-sword-and.html
https://thesilverkey.blogspot.com/2019/09/a-meeting-with-tom-barber-part-2.html
Tom dropped out of painting for a few years while battling alcohol
addiction, but has since returned with a vengeance, getting some steady work
from Bob McLain over at Pulp Hero Press. One of his recent projects was the
cover of Flame and Crimson. I was
incredibly honored to have someone of Tom’s caliber on the book.
Tom is a fun, interesting dude. We talked for a couple hours
about some experiences he had meeting the likes of Harlan Ellison and Andrew J.
Offutt at conventions (Ellison purchased one of Tom’s paintings at WorldCon in
Phoenix), meditation and Zen states and humanity stuck in cycles of violence, checks
bouncing for work he sold to Amazing
Science Fiction, and the tension artists face trying to reconcile
illustrating for money vs. pursuing their true muse. All while outside on his
front lawn, socially distanced of course, and enjoying the sunny 80 degree
weather.
The coolest bit to come out of our meet-up is the news that
Tom is working on a short memoir of his own for Pulp Hero Press, one that will
focus on his addiction years (his “drinking years”) and eventual recovery. The
working title is Artists, Outlaws, and
Old Timers. As befits the author it will be illustrated throughout with
Tom’s own artwork. Tom is still writing the manuscript but is nearing
completion. It will contain some amusing scenes from his early days in the late
1960s attending art school and breaking into commercial work, convention life,
crazy bohemian days in Arizona, and recovery and lessons learned.
| Train to Nowhere |
Tom Barber’s Artists, Outlaws & Old TimersA self-portrait from Tom's wild days in the west...
My friend Tom Barber has a memoir on the market.
Artists, Outlaws & Old-Timers: The (sometimes hazy) recollections of a wandering artist is the compelling story of Tom’s years out west, when he was living life on the edge as a penniless artist in the throes of alcoholism. It’s a personal, reflective story of a unique soul and a talented painter whose work graced many sword-and-sorcery and science fiction paperback and magazine covers in the 70s and 80s (and later, Flame and Crimson).
Best of all the book is loaded with Tom’s art, full color and black and white illustrations and photographs which accompany the story. More than 60, I believe, including stuff you’ve never seen elsewhere.
I am pleased to help Tom bring this to fruition. I’ve never published a book through Kindle Direct Publishing but was able to get Tom’s manuscript through to the finish line. Due to the visuals we chose the highest quality print, which makes the price point higher. But I don’t think you’ll be disappointed.
It’s also available as an affordable e-book.
Why read it?
If you are a fan of Tom’s artwork, or enjoy getting a look into how other unique souls lived their life, consider picking it up. If you know anyone who struggled with alcohol addiction this will resonate. And, Tom could use the support.
Much more to come on this. I’ll be writing some pieces here, the blog of DMR Books and elsewhere.
LOTR 25th anniversary on the doorstep
Twenty-five years ago I saw The Fellowship of the Ring on opening night on the big screen. I was so blown away I returned to see it again a month or so later, determined to catch it one more time before it left the theaters. This was before streaming and I had no idea when I’d get the chance to watch it next.
I can’t think of another time I’ve ever watched a movie in the theater twice. Maybe Return of the Jedi as a kid? Certainly never as an adult. Although a few years ago I did see Maverick twice, with two different sets of people.
In two days I’ll be (there and) back again, with my oldest daughter Hannah who was not even alive when Fellowship came out. Same theater too. I can’t wait.
It will be a very Lord of the Rings weekend. On Saturday night we’ll return to see The Two Towers. Then wait a week for Return of the King next Sunday, Jan. 25th.
I love these films. Not unreservedly, but I believe they preserve the core of the books, even if they diverge in ways both large and small. The amount of care and attention Peter Jackson and his crew put into them is absolutely staggering, they are beautiful, incredibly well-acted and scored, and they deservedly remain revered. I’ve heard differing opinions from some Tolkien fans, but it’s hard to argue with 11 Academy Awards for ROTK alone, Rotten Tomatoes scores well over the 90th percentile, and the example of Rings of Power to know what could have been, in the wrong hands. If your minimum standard is as good as Tolkien you’ll never be happy; his works were the vision of a genius whose like has never been seen before or since, and the odds of us having another JRRT are effectively zero. Tom Shippey thought the movies were great, with reservations, and that’s where I stand. Bring them on.
My stereo rocks
After years and years of tinny TV speakers I had forgotten what a movie could and should sound like. On Sunday I hooked up my Boston Acoustics speakers and Yamaha receiver to an improved DVD/CD player and proceeded to watch a bit of KISS eXposed, a faux 1987 “documentary” of the band at their KISS mansion. It sounded awesome. The chicks were hot.
My new/old stereo rocks. So glad this is now part of my sword-and-sorcery man-cave.
| Barber in front of Toad Hall |
| Tom with a couple of covers... he signed these for me. |
Thanks to Dave Ritzlin for allowing me the space to introduce the work and for sharing a lot of Tom's fantastic artwork.
That's talent folks, by a good guy who is still with us and still working.
Order Tom's book today in print or digital. I've got a copy myself and it looks sharp, with full color interior artwork illustrating a compelling personal story of self-discovery and overcoming addictions. With a lot of wild and memorable adventures along the way.
Tom Barber was kind enough to send me a few more digital images after my recent visit to his home and studio a couple weeks ago. I'm posting them here with his permission, appended with a few comments.
Enjoy the hell out of them. I sure did. I'm particularly fond of the first. That's talent, folks.
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| This is Harlequin, the band/friend of Tom's mentioned in my prior post. Not the Harlequin from Canada. Started in Florida and ended up in Boston. |
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| PTSD. |
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| Compadre of the skeletal warrior from the cover of Flame and Crimson. |
Some cool images by the great Tom Barber, posted here with his permission.
All painted and sold in the dim past, I am told.
Says Tom, It was Cornwell who introduced me to the shield wall. I painted the warriors long before I encountered him, and the painting became part of the Frank Collection.
| It's 5 o'clock somewhere ... |
We still have the cabin. It’s passed through a couple generations and today I’m a 1/5 owner. My extended family splits the cost of utilities, taxes, maintenance, etc, and we all put in for vacation weeks in the summer.
I’m currently in the midst of our week away. I didn’t realize how much I needed it until I saw the lake, and felt an unseen load lift from my shoulders. It had been too long.
My company has an unlimited PTO policy, which means you can take as much time off as you want (with approval). What this ideal scenario means in practice is often less time off. Guilt and the protestant work ethic are powerful forces. I hadn’t’ taken anything beyond a few scattered days off this year. But right now I’m enjoying a whole lot of little. Pontoon boat rides, Old Fashioneds, the mournful wails of loons.
I’ve put blogging on hold too, but this morning as I was sitting out on our deck listening to the wind sighing through the maples and ripple across the water I was inspired to write something I could reasonably shoehorn onto the blog.
Here’s a few swordly and sorcerous updates.
I enjoyed a visit from Tom Barber. Tom and I get together at least once a year but typically at his house. This year I invited him to the camp and took him out on a leisurely pontoon boat cruise. We got caught up on everything in his life, including the loss of his beloved partner Terri. Tough times for Tom but he seemed to leave in good spirits.
After a span of more than a decade I watched The Whole Wide World with my wife and daughter. I loved it; they liked it although they found themselves annoyed by Bob’s erratic behavior and creeped out with his too close relationship with Hester. This is a very well-done movie and it left me choked up, but I can see the issues it can cause for an outsider with no context for Howard’s life. For example, there is no mention of the extremely late payments from Weird Tales, which we now know greatly impacted his mental health. But you can't expect too much from a 106 minute film and there is some fabulous acting by Zellweger and D'Onofrio. I enjoyed this revisit of Cross Plains.
I’m reading Andrew J. Offutt's Sword of the Gaels and finding it fun. The first two chapters are absolutely fantastic, setting up the reader for a late Roman Empire/Viking Age historical … that suddenly takes an unexpected left turn into the weird. Cormac and his crew are shipwrecked on a seemingly deserted rocky isle and discover a fortress that seems out of another era, evoking deep ancestral memories of Atlantis and snake-men:
Unfortunately some 70 pages later I can feel a bit of sag that plagues so much long-form S&S. It seems hard to sustain swordplay and fast pacing and lack of character interiority over a few hundred pages. We’ll see what else Offutt can do with the rest of the book.
I read a draft of David C. Smith’s Cold Thrones and Arcane Arts. This is a new title in the works from Pulp Hero Press that offers analysis of what makes sword-and-sorcery fiction tick—what it is, and what it does well when it’s at its best. Interestingly Smith spends most of the page count on new S&S, authors like John Fultz and Schuyler Hernstrom and John Hocking and Howard Andrew Jones and many, many others besides. I suspect this will be well-received in the community although I did offer up a few ideas for expansion and revision. Some inspired stuff here.
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| Lakelife! |
| Cover art of Flame and Crimson |
| Tom's return to sword-and-sorcery. |
I keep a relatively modest goal of reading one book a week, about 52 books in a year. I wish I could increase that total, but between work, family and friends, keeping a modicum of physical fitness, writing, housework, other obligations, and occasional bouts of laziness, a book a week is the most realistic number for me these days.
It appears that I'm not going to quite hit that goal this year, though I'm going to come real close (I've just begun The Two Towers and I have the rest of the year off from work). Yes, I fudged a bit with a bunch of disparate short stories I read in preparation for the Goodman Games S&S panel, but I figure the combined page count was about right to qualify as a "book."
The list follows:
1. Tolkien and the Critics, Neil Isaacs and Rose Zimbardo (finished 1/5)
2. Hap and Leonard, Joe Lansdale (finished 1/12)
3. The Evolution of Modern Fantasy, Jamie Williamson (finished 1/26)
4. Getting Things Done, David Allen (finished 2/2)
5. Can’t Hurt Me, David Goggins (finished 2/6)
6. The Last Celt, a Bio-Bibliography of Robert E. Howard, Glenn Lord (finished 2/9)
7. Jack London Stories, Jack London (finished 2/16)
8. The Door to Saturn, Clark Ashton Smith (finished 2/29)
9. Kothar and the Conjurer’s Curse, Gardner Fox (finished 3/1)
10. Kothar of the Magic Sword, Gardener Fox (finished 3/8)
11. Steppenwolf, Herman Hesse (finished 3/19)
12. The Wanderer’s Necklace, H. Rider Haggard (finished 3/28)
13. Tarnsman of Gor, John Norman (finished 4/5)
14. Outlaw of Gor, John Norman (finished 4/10)
15. The Things They Carried, Tim O’Brien (finished 4/14)
16. The Return of Tarzan, Edgar Rice Burroughs (finished 4/23)
17. The Hero With a Thousand Faces, Joseph Campbell (finished 5/7)
18. Hannibal, Thomas Harris (finished 5/13)
19. The Coming of Conan the Cimmerian, Robert E. Howard (finished 5/22)
20. The Swords of Lankhmar, Fritz Leiber (finished 5/28)
21. Swords and Ice Magic, Fritz Leiber (finished 6/9)
22. Swords Against Darkness, Andrew Offutt ed. (finished 7/3)
23. The Knight and Knave of Swords, Fritz Leiber (finished 7/6)
24. Witches of the Mind, Bruce Byfield (finished 7/12)
25. The Graveyard Book, Neil Gaiman (finished 7/17)
26. Darkness Weaves, Karl Edward Wagner (finished 7/22)
27. My Father, the Pornographer: A Memoir, Chris Offutt (finished 7/25)
28. The Conan Companion, Richard Toogood (finished 7/26)
29. A Canticle for Leibowitz, Walter M. Miller Jr. (finished 8/5)
30. Heroes of Atlantis and Lemuria, Dave Ritzlin ed. (finished 8/11)
31. The Knight of the Swords, Michael Moorcock (finished 8/24)
32. Artists, Outlaws, and Old-Timers, Tom Barber (finished 8/30)
33. The Power of Myth, Joseph Campbell and Bill Moyers (finished 9/7)
34. “Laughing Shall I Die”: Lives and Deaths of the Great Vikings, Tom Shippey (finished 9/20)
35. Sword-and-sorcery short story mix (“The Shadow Kingdom,” “The Tower of the Elephant,” “Black God’s Kiss,” “Hellsgarde,” “Liane the Wayfarer,” “Turjan of Mir,” “The Tale of Satampra Zeiros,” “The Seven Geases.” Etc.). (finished 10/2)
36. The Tritonian Ring, L. Sprague de Camp (finished 10/4)
37. The Knight of the Swords, Michael Moorcock (finished 10/8)
38. Bloodstone, Karl Edward Wagner (finished 10/12)
39. The Broken Sword (1971), Poul Anderson (finished 10/19)
40. Hammer of the Gods, Gavin Chappell ed. (finished 10/24)
41. ‘Salem’s Lot, Stephen King (finished 11/1)
42. Nine Princes in Amber, Roger Zelazny (finished 11/8)
43. The Guns of Avalon, Roger Zelazny (finished 11/15)
44. Sign of the Unicorn, Roger Zelazny (finished 11/17)
45. The Hand of Oberon, Roger Zelazny (finished 11/22)
46. The Courts of Chaos, Roger Zelazny (finished 11/26)
47. The Long Ships, Frans Bengtsson (finished 12/7)
48. Mythago Wood, Robert Holdstock (finished 12/14)
49. The Fellowship of the Ring, J.R.R. Tolkien (finished 12/22)
| T-800s like it here... but people too. |
Unfortunately some of it appears to be robots, likely using my posts to train LLMs. But robots are only part of the story. There are also a lot of fine folks who seem to like what I have to say here on the Silver Key. Lots of returning visitors, lots of comments. For which I remain very grateful.
I’ve got a lot to be grateful for on the writing front in 2025.
2026 will be the year of my heavy metal memoir. I spent a lot of time working on it behind the scenes. I shared it with three readers who appear in it and have taken their advice into consideration. Made a few changes. Re-read it after 3 months and rewrote quite a bit.
The writing is done, I can’t make it any better nor tell the story I want to tell any more effectively. Next will be editing and cover design.
I’m in the process of helping my friend Tom Barber publish his memoir via Kindle Direct Publishing. I can’t wait to share more details about Tom’s book, which details the depths of his alcohol addiction, his travels out west, all lavishly illustrated with his own artwork.
KDP is pretty easy to use and I’m near certain I will be using the same platform for my book.
It was a productive year for me on The Silver Key. This post is my 89th, the most I’ve published in a year since 2022, and my fourth highest annual output all-time. And as noted, traffic went through the roof.
People are somehow still visiting this archaic corner of cyberspace. As of this writing (Saturday, Dec. 20) I’ve had 71,000 views in 2025, up from 45,000 in 2024 and 29,000 in 2023. I expected to see traffic decline as folks use AI to find answers or information without going out to websites, but that’s not the case here.
I published broadly on heavy metal, sword-and-sorcery, reading trends, Arthuriana, and the war for our attention. All topics that interest me. All seemed to resonate.
My most popular post by far was a guest blogger writing about Rob Zombie.
Let’s take a look at the 20 most popular posts of 2025.
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Anyway, if you’ve gotten this far thanks for reading the blog, today and all year long. I always welcome your comments and suggestions.
Merry Christmas and I wish you a very fine 2026.