Barber with a press proof of Bane of Nightmares |
Barber's studio |
Free At Last |
"Wonder had gone away, and he had forgotten that all life is only a set of pictures in the brain, among which there is no difference betwixt those born of real things and those born of inward dreamings, and no cause to value the one above the other." --H.P. Lovecraft, The Silver Key
Barber with a press proof of Bane of Nightmares |
Barber's studio |
Free At Last |
The arts are not a way to make a living. They are a very human way of making life more bearable. Practicing an art, no matter how well or badly, is a way to make your soul grow, for heaven’s sake.
Tom Barber at the canvas. --Kurt Vonnegut
Tom Barber was working in a commercial art studio in the mid 70s when he walked into a local bookstore while on lunch break. He found a book of illustrations by N.C. Wyeth, picked it up, leafed through it.
Returning to work, he marched in to his boss’ office and gave his two-week notice.
“I didn’t know what I wanted to do, but after looking at those paintings I knew it was something along those lines,” he said.
That “something” was a lifelong commitment to the creative muse over the commercial. Wherever that path would take him.
Tom assembled a portfolio for Houghton Mifflin, a Boston publisher specializing in children’s books. And was promptly humbled. “I got my first interview with a real art director,” he said. “He looked through my work and told me I ought to find another line of work.”
Stung but undeterred, Tom took his ideas in a new direction. An architect friend reviewed his work and saw something the art director didn’t. He asked Tom if he’d ever been to a sci-fi convention. Tom hadn’t. So he painted several pieces and attended his first convention, art in tow.
And promptly sold every painting he had.
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Tom's first cover. |
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One of my favorites. |
That history will soon be revealed in full. Tom recently finished a memoir of his creative life, and is currently exploring publishing options.
He’s also still painting, though as much or more of the natural world than S&S and SF. In addition to Frazetta and N.C. Wyeth he’s also a devotee of Claude Monet, and you can see clear inspiration of the French impressionist in his expansive skies and galaxies.
But Tom still takes regular detours into the weird and macabre. His new memoir will feature more than 60 pieces of art. Some are scenes from his life, but others are conceptual, and dark, reflecting his own dark struggles with alcohol addiction. So you’ll experience not just his story, but a large slice of his visual imagination.
Tom discovered his love of speculative fiction from the short-lived TV show Flash Gordon (1954-55), which he watched as boy of eight. Later he discovered Conan and Frank Frazetta. “That took me off into the land of make believe. Or maybe I already had it in me and that woke it up,” he said.
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Zebra kept Tom busy... |
Tom dwells in other worlds because he’s found this one rather chaotic. He served as a Vietnam-era army medic from 1968-71, providing bedside care for some grievously wounded soldiers returning from the jungle. The experience never left him.
In the early 80s Tom moved to Arizona, leaving behind the east coast and his promising art career. He attempted to keep working but his addiction got the better of him, and for a while he stopped painting altogether. Drinking not only derailed his career but nearly ended his life. He was fortunate to have friends who realized he needed help.
The memoir begins with him finishing off his last beer in a smoky little barroom full of drunk Indians up in Flagstaff, Arizona. This was followed by a 28-day, in-patient rehab program at the VA in Prescott.
“I knew if I didn’t stop drinking, I’d be dead. All the details are in the memoir.”
Tom reads books about Zen Buddhism and has tried meditation with limited success. Painting remains his principal form of meditation, his studio a place where the chaos stills.
After a series of sessions at the VA his counselor recommended Tom put his life to paper. Writing his memoir proved therapeutic.
“She said, ‘Tom, you’ve had an interesting life. Why don’t you write?’ So I went home and starting writing. It took hold, and turned out to be a real eye-opener,” he said. “I was learning about myself, stuff I didn’t realize.”
The book is written for entertainment but also to let others suffering with addiction know that there is a way out. Tom doesn’t care who knows about his struggles. He hopes his story might help them in some way.
“One thing I don’t like about Alcoholics Anonymous is the word ‘anonymous.’ You’re not supposed to tell people,” he said. “Well, I always tell people because you don’t know who you’re standing next to. They could be ready to go home and shoot themselves.”
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Attack at Dawn |
Watching over these sculptures, peering warily above the tops of their shields, is Tom Barber’s small army of armored warriors in Attack at Dawn, a personal work he created circa 1980. This is the first piece we purchased from him. We were immediately drawn to the image, always wondering, who and what army might those soldiers be confronting that morning? We lost track of Tom in the early 80s, when he moved out west to paint western scenes. And no one that we know in the fantasy art world has ever run into him again. That’s a shame because Barber was a great talent and if he had stayed in the field he would today be known to fans around the world.
And then one day, there he was. Sober.
“Attack at Dawn” now resides in the private collection of George R.R. Martin.
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Tom's latest S&S foray. |
Today he continues to get occasional jobs, including some covers and private commissions. And he continues to live by the motto:
Art that isn’t shared with the world is only half finished.
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Tom outside his home. |
You can find a couple write-ups of my previous meet-ups with
Tom here:
https://thesilverkey.blogspot.com/2019/08/a-meeting-with-tom-barber-sword-and.html
https://thesilverkey.blogspot.com/2019/09/a-meeting-with-tom-barber-part-2.html
Tom dropped out of painting for a few years while battling alcohol
addiction, but has since returned with a vengeance, getting some steady work
from Bob McLain over at Pulp Hero Press. One of his recent projects was the
cover of Flame and Crimson. I was
incredibly honored to have someone of Tom’s caliber on the book.
Tom is a fun, interesting dude. We talked for a couple hours
about some experiences he had meeting the likes of Harlan Ellison and Andrew J.
Offutt at conventions (Ellison purchased one of Tom’s paintings at WorldCon in
Phoenix), meditation and Zen states and humanity stuck in cycles of violence, checks
bouncing for work he sold to Amazing
Science Fiction, and the tension artists face trying to reconcile
illustrating for money vs. pursuing their true muse. All while outside on his
front lawn, socially distanced of course, and enjoying the sunny 80 degree
weather.
The coolest bit to come out of our meet-up is the news that
Tom is working on a short memoir of his own for Pulp Hero Press, one that will
focus on his addiction years (his “drinking years”) and eventual recovery. The
working title is Artists, Outlaws, and
Old Timers. As befits the author it will be illustrated throughout with
Tom’s own artwork. Tom is still writing the manuscript but is nearing
completion. It will contain some amusing scenes from his early days in the late
1960s attending art school and breaking into commercial work, convention life,
crazy bohemian days in Arizona, and recovery and lessons learned.
Train to Nowhere |
Barber in front of Toad Hall |
Tom Barber was kind enough to send me a few more digital images after my recent visit to his home and studio a couple weeks ago. I'm posting them here with his permission, appended with a few comments.
Enjoy the hell out of them. I sure did. I'm particularly fond of the first. That's talent, folks.
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This is Harlequin, the band/friend of Tom's mentioned in my prior post. Not the Harlequin from Canada. Started in Florida and ended up in Boston. |
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PTSD. |
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Compadre of the skeletal warrior from the cover of Flame and Crimson. |
Some cool images by the great Tom Barber, posted here with his permission.
All painted and sold in the dim past, I am told.
Says Tom, It was Cornwell who introduced me to the shield wall. I painted the warriors long before I encountered him, and the painting became part of the Frank Collection.
It's 5 o'clock somewhere ... |
We still have the cabin. It’s passed through a couple generations and today I’m a 1/5 owner. My extended family splits the cost of utilities, taxes, maintenance, etc, and we all put in for vacation weeks in the summer.
I’m currently in the midst of our week away. I didn’t realize how much I needed it until I saw the lake, and felt an unseen load lift from my shoulders. It had been too long.
My company has an unlimited PTO policy, which means you can take as much time off as you want (with approval). What this ideal scenario means in practice is often less time off. Guilt and the protestant work ethic are powerful forces. I hadn’t’ taken anything beyond a few scattered days off this year. But right now I’m enjoying a whole lot of little. Pontoon boat rides, Old Fashioneds, the mournful wails of loons.
I’ve put blogging on hold too, but this morning as I was sitting out on our deck listening to the wind sighing through the maples and ripple across the water I was inspired to write something I could reasonably shoehorn onto the blog.
Here’s a few swordly and sorcerous updates.
I enjoyed a visit from Tom Barber. Tom and I get together at least once a year but typically at his house. This year I invited him to the camp and took him out on a leisurely pontoon boat cruise. We got caught up on everything in his life, including the loss of his beloved partner Terri. Tough times for Tom but he seemed to leave in good spirits.
After a span of more than a decade I watched The Whole Wide World with my wife and daughter. I loved it; they liked it although they found themselves annoyed by Bob’s erratic behavior and creeped out with his too close relationship with Hester. This is a very well-done movie and it left me choked up, but I can see the issues it can cause for an outsider with no context for Howard’s life. For example, there is no mention of the extremely late payments from Weird Tales, which we now know greatly impacted his mental health. But you can't expect too much from a 106 minute film and there is some fabulous acting by Zellweger and D'Onofrio. I enjoyed this revisit of Cross Plains.
I’m reading Andrew J. Offutt's Sword of the Gaels and finding it fun. The first two chapters are absolutely fantastic, setting up the reader for a late Roman Empire/Viking Age historical … that suddenly takes an unexpected left turn into the weird. Cormac and his crew are shipwrecked on a seemingly deserted rocky isle and discover a fortress that seems out of another era, evoking deep ancestral memories of Atlantis and snake-men:
Unfortunately some 70 pages later I can feel a bit of sag that plagues so much long-form S&S. It seems hard to sustain swordplay and fast pacing and lack of character interiority over a few hundred pages. We’ll see what else Offutt can do with the rest of the book.
I read a draft of David C. Smith’s Cold Thrones and Arcane Arts. This is a new title in the works from Pulp Hero Press that offers analysis of what makes sword-and-sorcery fiction tick—what it is, and what it does well when it’s at its best. Interestingly Smith spends most of the page count on new S&S, authors like John Fultz and Schuyler Hernstrom and John Hocking and Howard Andrew Jones and many, many others besides. I suspect this will be well-received in the community although I did offer up a few ideas for expansion and revision. Some inspired stuff here.
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Lakelife! |
Cover art of Flame and Crimson |
Tom's return to sword-and-sorcery. |
I keep a relatively modest goal of reading one book a week, about 52 books in a year. I wish I could increase that total, but between work, family and friends, keeping a modicum of physical fitness, writing, housework, other obligations, and occasional bouts of laziness, a book a week is the most realistic number for me these days.
It appears that I'm not going to quite hit that goal this year, though I'm going to come real close (I've just begun The Two Towers and I have the rest of the year off from work). Yes, I fudged a bit with a bunch of disparate short stories I read in preparation for the Goodman Games S&S panel, but I figure the combined page count was about right to qualify as a "book."
The list follows:
1. Tolkien and the Critics, Neil Isaacs and Rose Zimbardo (finished 1/5)
2. Hap and Leonard, Joe Lansdale (finished 1/12)
3. The Evolution of Modern Fantasy, Jamie Williamson (finished 1/26)
4. Getting Things Done, David Allen (finished 2/2)
5. Can’t Hurt Me, David Goggins (finished 2/6)
6. The Last Celt, a Bio-Bibliography of Robert E. Howard, Glenn Lord (finished 2/9)
7. Jack London Stories, Jack London (finished 2/16)
8. The Door to Saturn, Clark Ashton Smith (finished 2/29)
9. Kothar and the Conjurer’s Curse, Gardner Fox (finished 3/1)
10. Kothar of the Magic Sword, Gardener Fox (finished 3/8)
11. Steppenwolf, Herman Hesse (finished 3/19)
12. The Wanderer’s Necklace, H. Rider Haggard (finished 3/28)
13. Tarnsman of Gor, John Norman (finished 4/5)
14. Outlaw of Gor, John Norman (finished 4/10)
15. The Things They Carried, Tim O’Brien (finished 4/14)
16. The Return of Tarzan, Edgar Rice Burroughs (finished 4/23)
17. The Hero With a Thousand Faces, Joseph Campbell (finished 5/7)
18. Hannibal, Thomas Harris (finished 5/13)
19. The Coming of Conan the Cimmerian, Robert E. Howard (finished 5/22)
20. The Swords of Lankhmar, Fritz Leiber (finished 5/28)
21. Swords and Ice Magic, Fritz Leiber (finished 6/9)
22. Swords Against Darkness, Andrew Offutt ed. (finished 7/3)
23. The Knight and Knave of Swords, Fritz Leiber (finished 7/6)
24. Witches of the Mind, Bruce Byfield (finished 7/12)
25. The Graveyard Book, Neil Gaiman (finished 7/17)
26. Darkness Weaves, Karl Edward Wagner (finished 7/22)
27. My Father, the Pornographer: A Memoir, Chris Offutt (finished 7/25)
28. The Conan Companion, Richard Toogood (finished 7/26)
29. A Canticle for Leibowitz, Walter M. Miller Jr. (finished 8/5)
30. Heroes of Atlantis and Lemuria, Dave Ritzlin ed. (finished 8/11)
31. The Knight of the Swords, Michael Moorcock (finished 8/24)
32. Artists, Outlaws, and Old-Timers, Tom Barber (finished 8/30)
33. The Power of Myth, Joseph Campbell and Bill Moyers (finished 9/7)
34. “Laughing Shall I Die”: Lives and Deaths of the Great Vikings, Tom Shippey (finished 9/20)
35. Sword-and-sorcery short story mix (“The Shadow Kingdom,” “The Tower of the Elephant,” “Black God’s Kiss,” “Hellsgarde,” “Liane the Wayfarer,” “Turjan of Mir,” “The Tale of Satampra Zeiros,” “The Seven Geases.” Etc.). (finished 10/2)
36. The Tritonian Ring, L. Sprague de Camp (finished 10/4)
37. The Knight of the Swords, Michael Moorcock (finished 10/8)
38. Bloodstone, Karl Edward Wagner (finished 10/12)
39. The Broken Sword (1971), Poul Anderson (finished 10/19)
40. Hammer of the Gods, Gavin Chappell ed. (finished 10/24)
41. ‘Salem’s Lot, Stephen King (finished 11/1)
42. Nine Princes in Amber, Roger Zelazny (finished 11/8)
43. The Guns of Avalon, Roger Zelazny (finished 11/15)
44. Sign of the Unicorn, Roger Zelazny (finished 11/17)
45. The Hand of Oberon, Roger Zelazny (finished 11/22)
46. The Courts of Chaos, Roger Zelazny (finished 11/26)
47. The Long Ships, Frans Bengtsson (finished 12/7)
48. Mythago Wood, Robert Holdstock (finished 12/14)
49. The Fellowship of the Ring, J.R.R. Tolkien (finished 12/22)
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Art by Tom Barber. |
Wow.
I followed Asgrim Snorri's son
Around the world and half-way back,
And 'scaped the hate of Galdarthrun
Who sunk our ship off Skagerack.
I lent my sword to Hrothgar then,
His ears were ice, his heart was hard;
He fell with half his weapon-men
To our own kin at Mikligard.
And then for many a weary moon
I labored at the galley's oar
Where men grow maddened by the rune
Of row-locks clacking evermore.
But I survived the reeking rack,
The toil, the whips that burned and gashed,
The spiteful Greeks who scarred my back
And trembled even while they lashed.
They sold me on an Eastern block,
In silver coins their price was paid,
They girt me with a chain and lock --
I laughed and they were sore afraid.
I toiled among the olive trees
Until a night of hot desire
Brought sharp the breath of outer seas
And filled my veins with curious fire.
Then I arose and broke my chain,
And laughed to know that I was free,
And battered out my master's brain
And fled and gained the open sea.
Beneath a copper sun a-drift
I fled the ketch and slaver's dhow,
Until I saw a sail up-lift
And saw and knew the dragon-prow.
Oh, East of sands and moon-lit gulf,
Your blood is thin, your gods are few;
You could not break the Northern wolf
And now the wolf has turned on you.
Now fires that light the coast of Spain
Fling shadows on the Moorish strand;
Masters, your slave has come again,
With torch and axe in his red hand!
You could not break the Northern wolf, And now the wolf has turned on you might top the list of badass things I've ever read.
Can't wait to hear the porchlight poetry readings at REH Days.
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KEW? Is that you? |
I tend to react to a lot of new sword-and-sorcery with
indifference, but I don’t think S&S fares any worse than other subgenres or
most writing in general (the same can be said of my blog, where a handful of
posts I’ve written seem to get regular traffic, but most collect dust). This
book had as many hits as misses, which beats par for the course for many anthologies.
Four standouts for me:
“The Horror from the Stars,” Steve Dilks. This was my first story
from Dilks and I will definitely plan on reading more from him (his Gunthar collection
has been on my to-purchase list). Reminded me of Charles Saunders’ Imaro with
its bad-ass black main character on a path of vengeance. Well-written heroic
fantasy with some great fight scenes and real weirdness layered in.
“Disruption of Destiny,” Gerri Leen. A quiet story, probably
will not be what most readers who purchase this volume want or expect, but I
really enjoyed it. It reminded me of a couple tales in the Gerald Page/Frank
Reinhardt-edited Heroic Fantasy that
question the warrior’s path and the damage wrought by a violent lifestyle. The
protagonists’ suffering and care for her son were palpable, and I liked that
the ending was a bit ambiguous. It stayed with me.
“Red,” Chadwick Ginther. I think this was the best story in
the antho. The style reminded me very much of Joe Abercrombie—a bit crass,
unflinching in its violence, seasoned with humor. Very, very well written at
the sentence level, and the main character, a swordswoman named Red, was skillfully
developed, and her motivation in this relatively straightforward story
convincing. No infodumps. A scene in which she is swimming for her life
underwater was particularly effective, and the final monster was grossly
satisfying. This line: “Her sword was a strangely comforting weight on her
breast. It filled the hollow in her gut that told her Needle was already dead”
made me take notice.
“The Reconstructed God,” Adrian Cole. I was initially put
off by the non-human/familiar demon protagonist, but damn if Cole—author of the
revived Elak stories and the Dream Lords series—didn’t make the little imp
work. A fine cross/doublecross tale populated with a bunch of roguish,
self-interested thieving/scheming types, in the vein of a Jack Vance Cugel
story. Good world-building here, but deft, not heavy-handed.
I loved the homages to classic sword-and-sorcery sprinkled
throughout. I mentioned the Dilks story owing something to Saunders; Steve
Lines’ “The Mirror of Torjan Sul” took its style and verbage from Clark Ashton
Smith, while Geoff Hart’s “Chain of Command” was a straight up homage to Fafhrd
and the Gray Mouser, albeit with a role/sex reversal (too Leiber on the nose
for my tastes, but I appreciated the sentiment). Cole threw in a nice reference
to an old classic with his use of “Thorgobrund the jeweler” (I see what he did
there). And the introduction by editor David Riley pays tribute to one of the
first volumes in the Pyramid anthologies that started it all, the classic L.
Sprague de Camp-edited The Spell of Seven
(1965).
All the other tales had points of merit. “The City of
Silence” started excellent, with a shocking injury suffered by its protagonist,
but ended flat (there were a few flat endings to otherwise fine stories, including
“Trolls are Different” by Susan Murrie Macdonald). “The Mirror of Torjan Sul”
had a fine, hot, demonic foe and was set in a well-drawn, atmospheric
necropolis.
Of course I have to mention the nice artwork by Jim Pitts. I
love seeing these veteran sword-and-sorcery artists get work thrown their way (I
was pleased to be able to do the same for Tom Barber, who illustrated the cover
of Flame and Crimson). I liked the cover illustration but also the skulls and
motif art throughout.
I am looking forward to volume 2, and hope that vol. 1 sells
well enough to encourage further volumes in the series—and helps spur the
steady trickle of new sword-and-sorcery/heroic fantasy that we’re currently seeing.